cassiecain32120 (cassiecain32120) wrote in perfectscar,
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Hi I'm new

I've been a cutter for a little more than a year....I love how it feels when blood flows, it's like I am cleaning my veins from metaphorical poisons and washing away all impurities.  I do it mostly to stop feeling so &^#$%^& numb and also this is weird but to focus/meditate & remember who I am....it also makes me feel strong when I do it, that I can take the pain, that I can control the pain.  I'm so addicted to it though.
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